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Wednesday, March 26, 2014

March 26th: 16 Days Old

Hey everyone this is Zach filling in for the ever so talented blogger Candace. She is at the hospital tonight with Sadie so I get the privilege of updating you.

It was an emotionally taxing day that started at 5am this morning with my annoying alarm clock. Even though the surgery wasn't scheduled until 8:30 we still had to get Kinsley to daycare and get to the hospital early to spend some time with Sadie. We got to hold her for a good hour before all of the doctors started showing up. When I say doctors I mean like twelve of them. Not really but close haha. Sadie was in good hands.

The hardest part if the day was walking with her to the Cath lab where they did the procedures. I pray that none of you have to experience that walk and the subsequent helplessness you feel when they push your child through those doors. It was a very emotional moment for both of us.

After that we went up to the room outside of the PICU and starting the waiting game. The nurses did a great job updating us just about every hour or whenever they were done with one procedure and starting on the next. The best update that we received all day was when they called to tell us that they were finished and were starting the closing process. It was like that moment in Apollo 13 when mission control was waiting for them to break radio silence after re-entry (thats right Candace...if I am writing, you get Apollo 13 analogies).

Around 3:30 we Chaplain Fred came and got us. It was time to go see Sadie. When we got to the room Sadie looked like she was resting comfortably and that made both of us very happy. You never want to see your child in this condition but God immediately gave us a peace and we knew this was for good. This is going to help fix her.

Tonight they are already starting to ween her off of the ventilator and let her start breathing on her own. For some reason she gets agitated when she realizes there is a tube down her throat. Over the next few days there will be a lot of observing. The bands that were put on her pulmonary arteries are roughy 3mm. That is very tiny. There is a fine line between too tight and too loose and we need it just right. A little on the loose side is ok because she can grow into them but there is no real good solution to them being tight. As you thank God for all He has done please continue to Pray for Sadie. We had a great day but it was a great start to a long race. Pray that the bands that were placed have the perfect tension on her arteries.

We are overwhelmed and extremely blessed to have such wonderful people in our lives. We could never have imagined that Sadie would have such an impact on so many at only 16 days old. God is good and His plan is perfect!

Zach

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Sadie's Story

We first found out we were pregnant again the week I went back to work from summer vacation. We were shocked and thrilled! The pregnancy was just like my first until we went in for our gender ultrasound at 20 weeks. We were at the ROC and I will never forget the words Dr. Gottier said to me. He was reviewing her ultrasound and started by talking about how small she was. I was listening, but I was not worried.. after all, I am small and so is Kinsley, my oldest daughter. This was not something I was worried about at all. Then things changed, he told me I needed to look at the monitor closely. He pointed out that it looked like her heart was missing a chamber. Then he pointed out that one of her kidney's also looked like it was full of water. Next, he pointed out a sack full of fluid on the back of her neck, called a cystic hygroma. Finally, he informed me that I should get an amniocentesis because generally babies with these types of health issues have an underlying genetic issue. I was terrified, but I held it together in the room. As soon as I got outside, I began to cry. Why was my baby sick? What were we going to do? As I drove home, I could do nothing but pray and listen to Christian radio- I knew it was the start of a long journey. We decided to get the amnio, so we would know what we were dealing with and how to proceed. It took way longer than they initially told me for me to get the full results back- but we learned that she had Turner's Syndrome. I had never heard of Turner's before but immediately began learning. From that point on, we began going to many visits so we could make a plan for our sweet Sadie. We met with the ROC, changed to a different OBGYN so I could deliver downtown, met with a genetic specialist and met with the Dr. Lacey. When we met with Dr. Lacey, we determined that Sadie had a variant of hypo plastic left heart syndrome. She was not a true hypoplast, because she did have her left side but it was underdeveloped. Most babies with HLHS undergo a series of three surgeries, starting with the Norwood. Because of Sadie’s genetic condition, Turner’s Syndrome, the Norwood was not a good option and she would only have a 10% chance of survival. However, the cardiologists at UF were confident that a different procedure, the Hybrid procedure, would be the best chance for her success, so we agreed upon that route. Wednesday, February 26th I went to the ROC for my normal check up. They measured her stats and found that she was 4.2 pounds, then Dr. Gottier decided he wanted me to get to 37 weeks and then get her out so they could start working on her. So, we started planning and decided March 10th would be the day. I was excited but nervous! Monday, March 10th we arrived at the hospital at 7:00 am so they could induce me for labor. They broke my water at 7:52 AM and things slowly progressed. Around 5:00 PM, we were finally ready to go. I can remember being terrified when they told me it was almost time. Satan grabbed a hold of me and put sheer terror in my heart. Suddenly, I did not want her to come out. I knew she was safe inside of me and wanted her to stay there. I began praying and Zach began praying and I knew that it was all lies. At 5:42 PM, we welcomed Sadie Grace Lautzenheiser into the world. She came out at 14 pounds, 11 ounces and "pink and screaming" which was our first miracle. Then, I got the chance to hold her for a few minutes before they rushed her to the NICU! This was amazing as they told me I only had a slim chance of being able to hold her! Sadie's first surgery, the hybrid procedure, was originally scheduled for March 16th but was pushed back due to an e-coli infection. Dr. Ceithaml and Dr. Shillingford performed the second hybrid surgery at Wolfson's on Sadie when she was 16 days old. They put a stent in her PDA to keep it open and put bands on her pulmonary arteries to help control the blood flow to the lungs. Sadie made a great recovery from surgery, but struggled with eating and was finally released April 16th. Sadie stayed hospital free until May 28th when she was admitted to All Children’s Hospital with a high fever. After running some tests, we determined she had her first UTI. Her pesky kidneys and ureters were showing us they needed fixing. For the next three months, Sadie was in and out of the hospital with UTI’s for what seemed like every other week. It was determined she would need bladder surgery. We started with a small procedure in hopes that it would solve the problem, but it did nothing. About the same time that her urologist decided he wanted to do the bladder surgery, it was time for Sadie’s second heart surgery. After many conferences, it was decided that Sadie would undergo bladder surgery first to ensure she was healthy enough for her second heart surgery. Sadie was still struggling with eating at this point so the doctors decided to put in a G-tube at the same time. In November of 2014, Sadie underwent both surgeries. When her urologist, Dr. Barazza, came out of surgery he said he had never seen anything quiet like Sadie. She had four ureters instead of two, two were oversized and had to be shaved down because they were improperly connected. Then one had to be reconnected to her bladder because it was actually attached to her uterus instead. After we conquered the bladder reconstruction and G-tube surgery, it was onto heart surgery. Sadie had her second open heart surgery January 21st. This time, they removed the bands off her pulmonary arteries and patched them the best they could, removed the stent from her PDA, reconstructed her aorta and added a section to it, and closed one of her VSD’s. She was a rock star and the surgery went just about as good it could. Post surgery she kept getting high fevers and we were stuck what started as a few extra days. At first, Sadie’s fevers went down and she started to return to normal, but then something seemed off and it was way off. Overnight, Sadie had developed a chyle and her left side of her chest was filling with chyle. She was emergently re-intubated and we realized we would be staying a bit longer than we bargained for. Sadie did make a quick recovery and was able to go home within a few weeks! The first year of Sadie’s life was rough, to say the least. But, since Sadie has turned one, we have spent zero days in the hospital! She is finally thriving! She is laughing, smiling, rolling, sitting, finally standing and drinking almost all of her bottles. Although we do have more cath’s and surgeries ahead, we are so grateful for where we are and the blessing we have received in Sadie Grace!

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